A Daily Personal Prayer to Say
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I pray to the Gd of Abraham
Isaac and Jacob to help control any lustful thoughts or negative hurtful
tendencies such as anger which I am being pulled towards due to external
influences arousing nature that is experienced internally but is external to
being made in the image of the Creator. These tendencies may be
totally hidden from me but from a place of seeing that something is draining me
or causing difficulty, I acknowledge that a part of the soul that gives me life
is in darkness and I desire with all my heart to serve Hashem with all my soul
and all my might, including the part that is in darkness. It is my choice to do only what is pleasing to
the Creator according to His Torah so please help me, for You are in
charge of nature, including human nature.
It is my choice to use all of the energy within me only to learn Torah, pray fervently to You, and to reveal Your 13 attributes of mercy, tolerating insult, overlooking faults, bearing the burden of confusion of mind and casting sins into the sea for the experience of reflecting these attributes into the world provides the greatest and truest pleasure and delight to the body and soul.
Please help me guard my eyes and heart as I live each day so that I do not stray towards the unconscious and subconscious lures that define happiness and pleasure in terms of entitlements and acquisitions of material experiences. Please help me remember that self-awareness is given only in order to give us free will, a viable option of entitlement to choose to nullify by choosing to direct consciousness towards rectifying and fixing the consciousness that broke when we ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. I declare that all the world is filled only with the good of the Creator.
I sincerely regret any relationships with others that was not according to Your will and want very strongly to avoid any such relationships in the future. Parts of the soul that You have given to me are trapped in those experiences and I ask that the Creator please remold and return whole to me the entirety of my soul refreshed and prepared to reflect Your Will and to help me uplift to awe in the Creator whatever unconscious or subconscious fears or desires may have affected my choices in the past.
I know without your help there is no way that I can overcome these desires. I beg for your assistance that I can live a holy life, a life which You so much desire for all humanity.
It is my choice to use all of the energy within me only to learn Torah, pray fervently to You, and to reveal Your 13 attributes of mercy, tolerating insult, overlooking faults, bearing the burden of confusion of mind and casting sins into the sea for the experience of reflecting these attributes into the world provides the greatest and truest pleasure and delight to the body and soul.
Please help me guard my eyes and heart as I live each day so that I do not stray towards the unconscious and subconscious lures that define happiness and pleasure in terms of entitlements and acquisitions of material experiences. Please help me remember that self-awareness is given only in order to give us free will, a viable option of entitlement to choose to nullify by choosing to direct consciousness towards rectifying and fixing the consciousness that broke when we ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. I declare that all the world is filled only with the good of the Creator.
I sincerely regret any relationships with others that was not according to Your will and want very strongly to avoid any such relationships in the future. Parts of the soul that You have given to me are trapped in those experiences and I ask that the Creator please remold and return whole to me the entirety of my soul refreshed and prepared to reflect Your Will and to help me uplift to awe in the Creator whatever unconscious or subconscious fears or desires may have affected my choices in the past.
I know without your help there is no way that I can overcome these desires. I beg for your assistance that I can live a holy life, a life which You so much desire for all humanity.